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~There’re not and would not be any perfect matters in this world. Perfect means the end, there’ll be no ending of this world, which will keep expanding and…continue its wonderful dynamics…The world needs imperfects, which are rooms for improvements, rooms for coping the vast interactions of the things and beings occupying it. I gradually find out that…only imperfects have their fascinations and amazements, but not the temporarily ‘perfects’, which appears to be arrogant, filled with sorrow, and lacks of momentum.
Imperfects are the hope of this world, which can provide the world the needed improvements and variations. Imperfects nearest to the perfects are the best with the greatest momentum to deal with any kind of difficulties. Imperfects are source of love and sympathy, which connects the world in between; they’re the source of positive competitions, which enhances improvements.
Looking forward, you can find the light shining in your eyes and…the road provides to you, bright and marvelous; if you’re with love and passion, willing and enthusiasm when you walk along. Of course, there’re encouragements and also, challenges in front of you, which may make you painful and tearful, but beneath the pain and tears, it is the instruction and guide which tells you where to go and how to go. Just let them be your pilot and fly high up into the sky, to the way you would like to be and that you enjoy. You need not afraid and need not be frightened, just step forward bravely as you can and then you can know the truth behind and feel the love inside.
Anywhere you would find
love surrounding you even there may be enemies and rivals nearby, forgive them
and give them a chance to know themselves, give your love to them, provide a
touch and a glow of light and then they can find their way out. They have just
been confused by the superficial and cannot see the right way to go, they can
surely go with you the right way. Someone who’ve got frightened might confused
within their hand-made maze, that’s dangerous and that’s not the meaning of the
challenges. On one hand, it is not needed to worry about them, since this is
their journey in which they can learn through it and experience the valuables
along it, that’s what they’re supposed to go through. If you would like to give
them a hand, show your concern to them and thought the best for them is
enough…To be continued
-by Aurora Summer 01'
Oh, man…How can I be stuck with these kind of things? I don’t know, but I enjoy the feelings when I’m with him…He is warm and I can feel the warmth and I feel it is very comfortable when I’m with him…I can show myself to him and he has been listening to me, very assuring and beloving…but I don’t know what he is thinking of? is that the case.. I want to know, I really want to know…
I
don’t know how to describe my weird feelings struggling inside myself, it
seems that my pain gradually fades with time, I’m not meant to leave you
since I still cares about you..why don’t you tell me the reason directly?
Though I can guess that from your words and actings, I need to know it exactly, so that I can
give you
the right response..might be..the right response is to stay like this for a
while..is that? Pls..tell me….I’m going to think about that whenever I’m
alone in the night, thinking about your response to me…about the joy and
sorrow you’ve given me and the feelings aroused by you……when will you
response?
I
relieved...finally I know what to do is the best, I
know what’s going on and I can take my affection back from him and give it to
someone else it is worth…am I somehow too kind to give love to people too
easily and too boldly? Should I?? I feel tired to have such kind of
feelings…Can I truly meet someone who cares about me? I don’t know to when I can withstand…
somewhere
in time, someone told me that love can be painful, well, at that time, I
doubt…love should be a thing that’s happy and enjoyable…now, I’ve got
some more to add, love is happy and enjoyable only if it is balanced…you
can’t feel true love if you don’t give out love as you accept love from your
sweetheart. Love is passionate interaction and expression between two persons.
The passion requires interaction to keep its flame, flame won’t fade only if
love is given in by both the two mates……also, love is a joy only if it is
unbiased…if you become obsessed with something or someone, you’ll likely
feel fear to loose it…take it easy with a comfortable degree is the best for a
relationship…
To
find someone that’ve thought through the meaning of life…it’s rare……
I don’t know, but when I was listening
to their words, I felt that were from their hearts, I found that, people have
been more matured;
They’re matured;
They show their beauty of humanity, I can feel that, they’re not pretending, but saying directly from their hearts, they’ve learnt that love is the most important thing between people, in our world;
I’ve heard so many words that made me
touched, I’m grateful that they need love, and they’ve got it. Their
friends, colleagues, and many others, give them support, and encouragement;
I’m grateful that they own them. I’m very happy and I’m influenced by
their gratefulness and love.
The surprising thing is that, I’ve
noticed that Eason is a very special person, with his thoughts and thankfulness.
Though, he may be a guy who is fond of joking and emotional, he is the kind one
and really, with love and sympathy. Don’t misunderstand that I’m too biased
to say these things, rather, I’m saying my observations at the moment. I’m
looking forward to seeing him to display love and wisdom to his supporters, and
himself. I can make sure that, everybody is of a kind heart down under, and love
is the bridge you can bring the beauty of your heart to your loved ones.
Also, it’s a nice thing to see Hong
Kong’s Pop Music industry is gaining more and more mature, not only the
skills, but always the most important thing, of the hearts.
Well, I think I must be crazy for these days…without the
chatting machine, I’m getting mad…I really would like to talk to someone who
can give me some support…Gradually…I think about him again…I don’t know
why I need to do that, but I’s just thinking about what was our
relationship…I’m sure that it’s not just friends that simple, but I also
know that he is afraid and feel guilty to love someone else other than his
ex-lover…whom he has been loving…hasn’t stopped even at present…I think
this is not so fair to him, right…but I don’t know, maybe he will feel
better if he’s got the responsibility for the previous
relationship…nonetheless, if he is happy, I will be happy…but is that worth
for me to do that, is that fair…no, but I don’t think that fairness is an
important
thing here..love, is something that shouldn’t be counted, or
quantized...whatever for any kind of reasons…at least, I was loved by someone
who really cared about me for a period of time, but it’s only that he
doesn’t love himself likewise…bless him to understand the matter and has
smiles again later on…
This is the first day of the AL examinations, and is the most
important one. I’s lacking confidence…which I deserve. I should have my
confidence to be expressed to the greatest extent, by anyways…I know that this
is the critical factor of whether I can win in the examination, not to be scared
by the dead questions…but this is really a difficult thing for me in some of
the subjects…Pressure kills, nervous is fatal…I know…I really know…how
can I be calm in the limited time, this is just the matter of confidence, which
I deserve…I should remember, always remember, I deserve…
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