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 W hat would I be..

 

life, my life, twenty years from the very beginning,

the first breathe, the first hello to the world...growing up,

ever,

standing here, what am I, what would I be ?

Remembering...

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I was a little girl, of a father being the vice-supervisor of a very big finance company in Hong Kong, when I was small, I've already exposed to a lot of beautiful things, a lot of ppl from the high-class society, a lot of luxury experiences...my father, taught me, how to become a lady, with forks and knives and my mother, bought beautiful clothes to decorate me up

my character, was gradually built up, under this

, 對自己的要求很高, 對別人的要求很高, 對事物的要求..也很高..潛意識裡, 或多..或少, 也俏俏地告訴了你...

I was on my own, at my early yrs;

work on my own...decided everything on my own;

at young-years, I tasted failures, pains, successes, challenges...a lot more than same age children

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books, were my best friends;

piano, was the one accompanied me growing up; my parents didn't like social stuff, so, I was at home, most of the time, with my brother

Maybe this is the reason that I don't speak well and present my feelings well;

My Mama told me, that I learnt to walk, at 6-month old,

but not learnt to speak, until a yr old......

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I was a brave girl, who didn't know to cry when I was a baby

When I felt pain, I just didn't complain and got all hidden behind my face

Everyone cried when nurse took blood out of their arms, but...I didn't; and told Mama that I was not painful...

I was brave, not afraid of anything, when I was a child,

but gradually,

this braveness, seems got me more alone on my own;

because...nobody would try to worry about me, even

my parents

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I was a sick child,

I was the regular visitor of my otorhinolaryngologist, four times a week;

a simple cold would cost me two months to heal;

but then I would fall ill again within the same week...

Nine pills, three liquid medicine would be taken with me, after each time I talked with the doc...

I don't feel fever is the reason to rest from school;

I don't feel falling ill is the reason to rest...

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I didn't feel love exist outside my family, until form6,

I met my dear friends who carried me up, and opened the lock in my heart;

I trust ppl so strongly, I learnt to love

I love all ppl in the world,

because, I got to know and I believe that all ppl are with a kind heart in the deepest of consciousness...

I love all, and hate nil

but a year later;

my confidence and belief towards ppl was crashed up by a medical boy...

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I like to think,

to meditate,

I like to draw,

to write

because,

I feel the ultimate freedom with these

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Work very hard...I like studying, I like learning all kinds of new stuff, very open-minded, but stubborn about my own principles

I like studying, just like you like singing, you like play games, basketballs...just the same, my interest, from when I was a little girl...

Half of the reason for why...I like studying, is because I know...I've got this present from the sky, I've got this ability, I would like to give my life, to help in science, in order to help more ppl, this is my duty in this life, I believe, not trying to be any heroine, but just, I know whatever little I can give, I would like to try

not try to proud of this aim, and not try to let you feel...that I'm someone special from you all...don't treat me as someone strange among you all, I'm just...one of the member, of this world, among you, can you?~~

everyone, is unique, with the ability of their own, their specials,

everyone, has a duty to accomplish, living in the world

 

I'm just...someone with an aim from my young years, trying hard now to achieve

I'm ever learning,

and you all, give me a lot of things

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Waiting to add more life...in my days

in the coming bright and glowing days~~

 

 

 

 

 
   
 
           
    

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